Dead man walking

yesterday was pretty rough, i felt like total shit, just like the walking dead. Every day is the same, get up, work, come home, eat, rinse, wash, repeat.
Went to the gym yesterday and couldnt look at myself in the mirror, just fucking sucked. I getting new workout clothes tonight, fuck this shit. I'm so sick of feelling like shit, but it seems that the old stuff is not making me feel any better. skating, working out, etc.
I feel pretty good today, i feel like eating food is comforting and i dont like the thought. That's how most people end up fat. and i dont want to end up like my aunt.

just passing the time...